From the Archive: Why should I blame?

I don't fit into the frame, Why should I blame?

When the drop of a river is smashed into the ocean
The magic of music breaks the cord, 
It becomes noisy and tortured
In the sleepless night and effortless day
The things are becoming senseless and so am I
Someday I will not be around,
but I know you will be fine

Why to take precautions, it's my nature,
Stay away from those people
I thought I was important part of them
Mistaken, where I wasn't taken
I was never trusted, but I accepted turned myself lame
Why should I blame

Seeding in spring, expecting the harvest
Was a debacle for the season I planted
It's all expectations though I don't expect
Becomes a perception with whom time you spend
Is this a judgement or just a stupidity?
Just let these things go away from life
and never let it come back again,
Now no more new game. Why should I blame
I want to stay silent and feel isolated
never make it happen again
Why should I blame!!!